Buff0128
09-10-2013, 09:35 PM
Hey everyone- I'm not sure what to say. I'm suffering from anxiety and have been for the past year and half. My husband is in the military and when he went to survival training is when I developed my anxiety. One night I was sitting in our apartment watching netflick when all of a sudden I started feeling dizzy and my heart was racing. I eventually called a friend to come pick me up and take me to the ER but I was scared to death. They slapped a bunch of machines up to me and ran a bunch of tests. My heart was racing 200 beats a minute, I thought I was going to die all alone. I was new to the town and it was my first time ever being away from home. My grandpa had just recently had a massive heart attack so my mind went straight to that and I thought I was having a heart attack myself. Anyways they put a halter monitor on me and I saw a cardiologist and they don't see anything wrong with my heart but I'm still terrified they missed something. I worry daily that my heart is going to stop working, I just recently had a baby so now every time I start to feel an anxiety attack I worry ill pass out and drop him or ill die while my husband is at work and the baby will be all alone. Lucky us we are stationed near my husbands family but they are no help they actually cause most of my anxiety, always trying to start fights Btwn my husband and I, my MIl lies all the time to him. it would he nice if his family and friends were more welcoming. its gotten worse since we had a baby, apparently their is alot of jealousy with the women in his family. Sorry it's so long but there's some of my stress that causes my anxiety.