sharacel91
07-28-2013, 04:03 PM
I am at my end with this anxiety everytime I say nope that's it I'm gonna beat this not let it control me and really concentrate on getting better then I go and get a pain in my chest or funny heart beat I find it hard to tell myself it's normal and just anxiety. I just want to get better. I am 3 months pregnant nearly and need to be anxiety free by the time my baby comes otherwise I'm going to be a mess I haven till feb 2014 to get better please wish me luck I'm going to need it.
I am also deciding whether to delete certain things of my phone.. Like Facebook as I seem to spend my life on there and the news apps I have as soon as I see something about death it sets me off again ... I also need to banned myself from google as its the worse thing ever.
It's so hard to teach yourself not to let certain things control you. I also need to maybe speak to a doctor as my doctor thinks I'm pretty much over my anxiety which I am really not. There's do much I can be doing to help me self but just don't have motivation well it's time I get my ass in gear in November it will be a year my life has been controlled by this monster in me I just really want to be over it :(
I am also deciding whether to delete certain things of my phone.. Like Facebook as I seem to spend my life on there and the news apps I have as soon as I see something about death it sets me off again ... I also need to banned myself from google as its the worse thing ever.
It's so hard to teach yourself not to let certain things control you. I also need to maybe speak to a doctor as my doctor thinks I'm pretty much over my anxiety which I am really not. There's do much I can be doing to help me self but just don't have motivation well it's time I get my ass in gear in November it will be a year my life has been controlled by this monster in me I just really want to be over it :(