There is no end to this:-(

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I see no end to all of this, 7 and a half months in and I'm seeing no real improvement just more medication and more conflicting advise, I can't take much more, I cannot cope with the constant anxiety and the awful symptoms that just don't let up I'm so nauseaous all the time so can barely eat, and I'm just not me anymore, I have 3 kids one only 2 and a half and I cannot enjoy him I feel so detached and panicky all the time, I'm exhausted but so agitated to rest I've tried to relax and do things but I'm just too bad to do them, I feel lost and scared, my husband has gone and left me to get away, he's gone fishing all night knowing how bad iam