Applecherry
07-19-2013, 12:58 PM
I wake up everyday not knowing what I am going to do to change things to feel better. No one calls back to give me a job. I don't have a goal to reach for going back to school.. and anything else I do in my day to relax, just makes me feel guilty because I know I shouldn't be relaxing and having fun..
I just feel sick with anxiety anymore.
I used to enjoy nature, but it's like I can't enjoy it anymore.. I can't enjoy food, or shopping.. I'm so miserable. but i know nothing will help til I can get a job.. but getting a job seems like it's just not going to happen anytime soon.
What am I going to do?
and to make matters worse, my love life is completely non-existant. I can't seem to fall in love with a nice guy..like ever. I don't even feel like I'm good enough to be with anybody.
One last thing it's like I'm ALWAYS having digestive problems too and it just makes me feel extra bad.
I just feel sick with anxiety anymore.
I used to enjoy nature, but it's like I can't enjoy it anymore.. I can't enjoy food, or shopping.. I'm so miserable. but i know nothing will help til I can get a job.. but getting a job seems like it's just not going to happen anytime soon.
What am I going to do?
and to make matters worse, my love life is completely non-existant. I can't seem to fall in love with a nice guy..like ever. I don't even feel like I'm good enough to be with anybody.
One last thing it's like I'm ALWAYS having digestive problems too and it just makes me feel extra bad.