Lanna555
06-24-2013, 08:30 PM
Please someone help me, sorry for my bad English.
Last 2 days I was thinking too much about universe,stars,about why we are here,and how we are so small compared to big and infinite universe etc ,about God and how it looks like? It's so terryfing that I can not explain. Some people say that those who suffer from existential crisis should simply stop think about it,and focus on something else. I agree, but I can not control it, in my mind there is question "how God looks like","What is in universe" then I'm trying to imgaine "infinite" and I freak out!
Those question happened after I googled to much about God and religion, I was tired,but before I went to bed and those question started to pop up in my mind,and I was so terrified,so I quickly got up ,I sat for computer and googled for some help,been up all night ,I was afraid to go to sleep ,because of these thoughts.
and of course I can not image it, but the problem is as someone force me to think about that question again and again,and it's so scary,because I'm trying to imagine how God looks or universe but then I freak out, that I think I'm going crazy. I feel anxious,warm waves trough my body,especially head,and terrible fear. I want to stop trying to imagine,but I can't control it. What to do? Will this pass or it will haunt me forever? Am I the only one surviving this terror ? Is it sign of serious mental illnes or what?
I'm 27 year old. Please I want help from people who have similar experiences. Thank you so much.
Last 2 days I was thinking too much about universe,stars,about why we are here,and how we are so small compared to big and infinite universe etc ,about God and how it looks like? It's so terryfing that I can not explain. Some people say that those who suffer from existential crisis should simply stop think about it,and focus on something else. I agree, but I can not control it, in my mind there is question "how God looks like","What is in universe" then I'm trying to imgaine "infinite" and I freak out!
Those question happened after I googled to much about God and religion, I was tired,but before I went to bed and those question started to pop up in my mind,and I was so terrified,so I quickly got up ,I sat for computer and googled for some help,been up all night ,I was afraid to go to sleep ,because of these thoughts.
and of course I can not image it, but the problem is as someone force me to think about that question again and again,and it's so scary,because I'm trying to imagine how God looks or universe but then I freak out, that I think I'm going crazy. I feel anxious,warm waves trough my body,especially head,and terrible fear. I want to stop trying to imagine,but I can't control it. What to do? Will this pass or it will haunt me forever? Am I the only one surviving this terror ? Is it sign of serious mental illnes or what?
I'm 27 year old. Please I want help from people who have similar experiences. Thank you so much.