need to talk....

[nique]

I really don't know where to begin. I'm just always sad. I feel so much alone, even though i have people around me. I make myself sleep, so i don't have to deal with the pain. Ive stop eating because i look in the mirror and i just want to cry. I don't have anyone to talk to without me feeling like im being judge. Is this normal?

[NixonRulz]

I really don't know where to begin. I'm just always sad. I feel so much alone, even though i have people around me. I make myself sleep, so i don't have to deal with the pain. Ive stop eating because i look in the mirror and i just want to cry. I don't have anyone to talk to without me feeling like im being judge. Is this normal?

Well, normal is a matter of opinion. We all have different views on that subject, although the word is used quite often here.

If you are always sad and want to sleep and not eat, I would say that is probably a little more than just being down or feeling bad

I would encourage you to speak with your GP, therapist, counselor or pastor about some of your options to combat the feelings you have and not eating

We all get down at times, yet some of those times require a little help and that is perfectly fine.

There are plenty of options to feel better quickly but you have to take the first step and ask for some help

And no one will judge you here.

[nique]

Its like when i talk to them i hate the looks i get. Like i feel in their head they're calling me crazy. I just have so much in my head i want to get out

[Kevcules]

Talking is good, that's for sure. There's no easy answer....no easy right answer !! Just make sure the one you talk to is really understanding what you're going through, that helps a alot!

[Hemispheres]

I feel the same as you do. All i do is cry and stay in bed most of the day. I hardly eat and i hate looking in the mirror at myself. I do have ppl around me but feel like they hate me or just think im crazy. And i sleep so much bc thats when i can get away and feel no pain. I think theres alot of ppl here who feel the same way. So you are not alone in any way. I had gotten help from my GP. And now on a high dose of cymbalta and trazadone to sleep. Tho i still have time where i get panicy and sad. So i may need. Valium or xanax perhaps.
Hope you feel better :-) and if youd like messsge me if you want too. To vent, talk. Watever. We all know what you ate going through. *hugs*

[jessy]

Hi , I'm the same , sleep is my only escape from this hell .
I cry all the time too .
Message me if you'd like to talk x

[nique]

I really thought i was the only one who felt like this. Thank u for the air hug it was much needed. How long have u two been feeling this way?

[Kevcules]

Unfortunately there seems to be hundreds of people in the same boat as you. It's not very fun is it? I agree that sleep is where the torture stops, and that's why so many want to close their eyes forever.......including me. Meds do help so take advantage of them..... Take Care

[nique]

I was on meds and it made me gain weight n made me feel horrible

[Kevcules]

I was on meds and it made me gain weight n made me feel horrible

Well that just means you were taking the wrong meds for you. They don't all do that.....I know it sucks trying new ones and seeing what other shit happens to your body ,but if you get a good one.....you will be much happier!
The wellbutrin I started taking about 2 weeks ago has helped with depressive feelings a little ,but increased my anxiety through the roof! I keep imagining what my body is going through and how it will eventually want to shut down! Now I wonder what new drug the Doc will try???? Maybe, just maybe , an increase in my current med might help. I know my psychiatrist talked a lot about that with me. He saw that my GP prescribed drugs in the past but he didn't experiment with changing the dosages. He doesn't deal solely on depression and anxiety like the psychiatrist does..........so hopefully something good will happen soon.......for everyone!!

[M.C]

I feel extremely sad too I don't know why I just want to cry without any reason
I m always tired and want to sleep
I hate feeling down but I don't know what to do about it
I get out of the house I go to work I spend time with my kids but yet I m still miserable
I wish I could go back to my normal life