anxiousmess
03-07-2013, 01:37 PM
Wey, I had been waiting about a year to see somebody from the CTT. I was allocated a CPN a couple of months ago.
I have recently had 3 appointments, which I didnt attend.
Some problem of mine! - I want these appointments, yet can never bring myself to go.
Anyway, my 3rd appt. came and went. I was highly annoyed with myself. Thinking that I had blown it. Like I had with every therapy appt I have ever had.
(One therapist put me off for life, it seems).
Thr next day, my CPN was at my door. Shock horror. I nearly died!
But relieved at the same time.
We booked an appt at my home so I cant escape.
The good thing is what she said.
She doesnt think I need therapy. I just need a little push to get myself back on track.
All my hard work in researching my illnesses and trying to suss myself out on my own has actually worked.
My positive thinking has payed off!
Woop woop and another big WOOP!
I have recently had 3 appointments, which I didnt attend.
Some problem of mine! - I want these appointments, yet can never bring myself to go.
Anyway, my 3rd appt. came and went. I was highly annoyed with myself. Thinking that I had blown it. Like I had with every therapy appt I have ever had.
(One therapist put me off for life, it seems).
Thr next day, my CPN was at my door. Shock horror. I nearly died!
But relieved at the same time.
We booked an appt at my home so I cant escape.
The good thing is what she said.
She doesnt think I need therapy. I just need a little push to get myself back on track.
All my hard work in researching my illnesses and trying to suss myself out on my own has actually worked.
My positive thinking has payed off!
Woop woop and another big WOOP!