going home

[beanbaby]

Leaving for home today :( I feel frightened and alone, the reality is, my life is a mess and I don't know Wot to do:((

[dazza]

Leaving for home today :( I feel frightened and alone, the reality is, my life is a mess and I don't know Wot to do:((

Define "mess" ?

[beanbaby]

I hate my new job, it's triggered off massive bereavement for my Mum, I'm terrified I'm going to lose my home, my dogs, everything I love, I'm frightened, crying all the time, not eating, anxious, sick, tired, can't think straight, don't feel like me anymore, think when I get home I'll have to go to hospital x