desperate

[beanbaby]

Me again, feel dreadful, will I settle into new job? Frightened, want to go back to old job even though didn't like it but felt safe. Anyone help me, so tired, feel so ill x

[Greatminds]

I can totally relate to you! I resigned form my previous job when on maternity leave for the job I am currently in - it gives me panic attacks and anxiety really bad it's my only trigger. Can you swap jobs? Or look for another? It's the worst feeling when work is so bad :,(

[dazza]

Sometimes you just gotta STOP, take a step back and re-boot yourself in order to tackle what lies ahead.

It's all too easy to fall deeper and deeper into a pit of hopelessness, but at some point you should hit an all time low and think... RIGHT, FUCK THIS... it's time to climb back up & take a hold the
situation which currently has a hold of you.
Time to turn the tables, as it were.

You have every right to be happy. You have every right to enjoy your work & life in general. There is NO reason why you should be scared of work or life. Your anxious mind is causing you to fear near everything - so tell it to fuck right off because ya don't need it anymore.

Really - there's NOTHING to be scared of.

Grab the world by the knackers and go do what needs to be done in order for you to be happy. You absolutely deserve it.

[beanbaby]

The panic feels like it's consuming me, think changing jobs has triggered all the pain and grief I've had to get through over the past 5 yrs, had to work full time to keep a roof over my head, no time to think, it's all coming out now x

[beanbaby]

Bit better :) x