painonmind
10-19-2012, 09:53 PM
Let me start with say that I am a recover opioid user of about a year. I am 3 months clean and i feel as if this all started from moving away from that. I have had multiple symptoms that have come and gone and changed to others. The ones i have been experiencing over the last month are. upper back shoulder and neck pain/tension, chronic tension headaches, digestive problems (stomach constantly making noise), sweating when sleeping or just siting doing nothing. I sleep but its the worst sleep i have ever had, i stay in bed for up to 12-13 hours trying to get something out of it and i wake feeling worse then when i fell asleep. also clench my teeth when sleeping. All this wrapped up has my mind in a panic and i constantly feel like there is something wrong with me, i think about it all day every day. i have been to the doctor and hospital many times worrying about my health and have had blood tests and even a CAT scan and everything has come back normal. My doctor has put me on Celexa and motoprolol ( my heart rate was fast), i have been on them for almost a month now and haven't had any change in symptoms accept a more regular heart rate. The longer this goes on the more hope i feel i have lost and the more i get depressed, i don't know what to do anymore i have no energy to get anything done i rarely leave the house im in constant pain physically and mentally. If any one out there has felt this before and knows of anything i can do to help my self it would greatly be appreciated. Thank you