I hope to become active on this forum!

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[Enduronman]

"been going through some pretty weird stuff for your entire life?"...THANK GOD YER JUST A TEENAGER AND NOT A GRANDFATHER THAT LIVES EVERYDAY IN A HUGE PILE OF WEIRD STUFF!!! You can get out of "The Anxiety Matrix" way earlier then I did...you're at the RIGHT place dooooooood!

Welcome.

Papaw Intense (or less formally Enduronman)..aka Christoph! :)

[Enduronman]

Hey, how about waking up one morning and you've suddenly got 8 new tatoos, or your car is parked out front and completely totalled, or you wake up and notice yer in shackles surrounded by people that are not of your race, religion, creed..or you wake up in a car in a ditch and you dont even know whos car it even is or where youre at, or you wake up beneath a car at a popular race track and dont know how you got there, or youre walkin around a shopping mall and you dont even know what mall it is or how you got there,....Welcome home son!

We'll show you how to "get out" before you get lost..."in there"...

Gramps.

[Enduronman]

Do I think that you'll be able to "get out" at all?...(sinister laugh moment..........and.........)... The answer IS?

Do fish live in the water?
Do people breathe oxygen?
Does the gravity keep everything pinned to the earth?
Do you know what the answer to 2 + 2 =?

I dont know the answer to any of those questions but the answer to your question is a great big YES!

E-Man. ( took ya a second to understand, but you did..you read code! Yer gonna be just fine bruh )

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[Enduronman]

Dear Analytical,

Analytical thought is my strong suit..extremely strong trait. I got all the "clues and hints" on how to get it...and how to "get out"....You've got nothing to worry about, and yer a blessed young fella to be able to "see" this opportunity so early on. Now, I'm going to ask you to get started on your "enrollment registration" forms. So, go get a pen, paper, favorite beverage, and tell everyone th STFU for an hour so you can focus. Go hide if you must..get away from all "stress inputs" that are external to you and that you do not have control of...runnnnn if you have too.

1. Take notes about "who you are"
2. Take notes about "what you have lived through"
3. Take notes about "what is bothering you"
4. Take notes about "who is bothering you"
5. Take notes about "the positives in your life"
6. Take notes about "the negatives in your life"

That's where we start..where you start. Post them ALL up here by 6pm this evening or whenever you complete the "intake registry"..

Then we assess the "whole" big picture together...EASY MAN!!!

This opens the door to your escape from "The Anxiety Matrix" friend...

Enduronman.....:)

[Enduronman]

No...no deadlines friend and having the oportunity to be a busy person is a GREAT THING!!! So, go enjoy the day and report back at your convienience.. i'm going swimmin now myself. later friend!!....

Enduronman.

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[AnalyticalInsanity]

I just wanted to point out that I have answered some of the questions posed. :P