freakofsociety81
02-23-2007, 03:50 PM
I have known that I was socially phobic for a long time now but I just realized I am agoraphobic. I only leave the house a couple times a week. I have not had a job in a long time and I am going on interviews but I am terrified of using the phone and I don't call back to check up after the interviews so I don't get the jobs. I am terrified of driving so I have to look for jobs that I can get to easily by public transportation. I am 25 years old by the way. My mom made this condition that if I don't get a job by the end of March I am gonna have to find somewhere else to live and I really don't know what to do. I feel like there is no time past the end of March and that I'm going to end up living in the street. And I keep canceling or postponing interviews and when she finds out she gets really mad. I feel like I am stuck to only going to one during the weak and I just feel like I am not motivated to do anything. Please help!!!