Mysticsoul
04-26-2012, 09:13 AM
I have been through this a hundred times - think I have found something that will help - looks promising then I crash and it does not work or it makes me worse. This includes everything from a new therapist to a new therapy to herbs and other things.
Last week I discovered Passion flower herb - the first night I took I slept better than I had in years and the next day was my best in 6 months - next night again great sleep then the next day not so good and the next night worse - then a huge negative reaction and a horrible day. Took a few days off and tried is again last night and I am a total mess.
I feel so lost and hopeless - having to give up another possibility and going back to the hell that I just survive barely every second.
Last week I discovered Passion flower herb - the first night I took I slept better than I had in years and the next day was my best in 6 months - next night again great sleep then the next day not so good and the next night worse - then a huge negative reaction and a horrible day. Took a few days off and tried is again last night and I am a total mess.
I feel so lost and hopeless - having to give up another possibility and going back to the hell that I just survive barely every second.