I've been managing (to a certain extent) my emotions for some time now, 4 years to be precise is when I started feeling depressed it's evolved itself into a part of me since then.
I've been self diagnosed by my friends with borderline personality disorder, personally I think they just want it as an excuse to forgive me for everything I do. But recently I've been finding it harder to cope, I've self harmed in the past and I dont want to go back to that but its getting harder to not give in.
I guess I just really need somewhere, anywhere to put my thoughts and to know other people feel the same.