With all due respect sir, you remind me of Jesus, when he is getting whipped And beat to the very edge of death. And Jesus is basically emotionless through the whole beating. It's like the whole world refuses to see Him, beating him, killing him, and all He does is just take it like an animal that plays "dead" when there's danger.

But he took those beatings for a purpose. So we could be free and live and love. I personally struggle with GAD and I discovered that there was a reason why I'm struggling with anxiety. I had a void or a hole waiting to be filled! And I filled it with Christ! The bible says fear nothing but God and that's what I've been doing in the past few months. I've replaced my fears with the hope of God!

Wether you think it or not I do believe you have emotion! Just by your post I could tell! You write vividly and to the point...almost made me tear up a bit...

I suggest that you fill your void! And it seems as though you release your emotions better (by my understanding) while writing! Try buying a journal and writing in it everyday! Just for yourself to read and no one else! Write everything you did and how you felt during the day! Maybe that would be a good way to release these emotions so you don't have to keep bottling them up! At least you'll get them out!

I hope this helps and God bless!