Hey Velrose:

Thanks for inviting me to chat. I'm sure that'll help me a lot. Until I post 10 times I can only send to staff, so pardon the public response.

I think my biggest fear is this ruining my relationship (which is otherwise solid and healthy) as well as the fear of me never returning to "normal" again. Can you speak to this maybe? You can message me privately in reply.

So, so, so appreciated.