Don't worry, I think you are just going through a hard time right now. I think CBT would be a great decision for you.
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Keep trying to live your life as normally as possible. Also, don't be afraid to reach out to family and friends for support. All of my issues I am currently dealing with hit me like a freight train Christmas Day 2011. I spent about a month not talking to ANYONE about it. The isolation of feeling like I didn't know what was happing or what to do and feeling like I was living a lie around everyone I know made things so much worse. Every time I talked to a family member or close friend about it, I felt a little better. I don't know if this is your situation or , but if so consider talking to others.

Hope this helps, at least a little!