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Celexa (citalopram) is a drug used to treat major depression, and sometimes anxiety. Thats works for me because I suffer from both. At the moment, I suffer from Celexa. This is a very powerful drug. Oh, man.

I started on a 10mg dose, which was just 1/2 a 20mg pill. I was so messed up before I started taking it that I was actually having trouble with what half a pill was. Thank god I have family helping me through this. The first week of the 10mg dose, I didn't really notice much, and was using sub-lingual ativan to deal with my anxiety. The ativan really seemed to help, usually within about twenty minutes, but I still spent most of my day on the couch wrapped in blanket from my toes to my head. I wasn't sure why I was only taking a 10mg dose of the Celexa for the first week if both my doctor and I agreed that I suffered from such major depression. I figured out why on my first day of the 20mg dose.

Superman was born on planet Krypton. Now, my understanding of the story is that Krypton has gravity way more powerful that what we find on earth. And some kind of unstable radioactive core. So, everyone on Krypton develops under this intense gravity and radioactivity. Superman would NOT have been super, had he stayed on planet Krypton. He would have just been Clark Kent, or whatever wierd name they would give him on that planet. Point is, he would have been just like everyone else. But alas, this unstable radioactive core blew up the whole planet, and Superman survived only because his parents sent him away as a baby to planet earth. Because his genes are built for Krypton, when he came to earth with its weaker gravity and physics, he becomes super. Everyone else was normal because they were built for earth, but he became super. Now imagine the situation reversed. Celexa makes me feel like an earthling visiting krypton. I am walking, and thinking, through mud. The gravity is stronger than it used to be, and the radiation is melting my brain.