Hi everyone, I'm new here.
I've had minor anxiety for a while, and it runs in my family, but after I stopped taking the medication Vyvanse for my ADD, things have just gotten horrible... It seems to be the worst when I wake up in the morning. I wake up feeling slightly sick and panicked with a strange and indescribable feeling in my chest.(I check my heart rate frequently with a stethoscope and it seems normal other than the fact that it gets quite fast when I'm feeling anxious.) I feel like I'm also becoming a hypochondriac. I worry about everything and I just hate feeling like this every single day....
It spreads beyond my mind as well. It feels like there are butterflies all throughout my body. I always have this feeling of pent up energy, but I usually feel too stressed and anxious to do anything.... I feel so helpless and out of control of my own body.
My grandmother has Xanax, and she always asks if I need it. I take it when I'm having the worst days, and it does help at first, but when i go to sleep at night, I wake up feeling worse than usual...(which never happened the first times I had taken it) I can never hold still, and I always worry that something else is horribly wrong with me...
Does anyone have any advice on this and or some natural remedies? I drink chamomile tea, but it does a minimal job of helping me...
I know people will think this is bad, but oh well.> I occasionally smoke marijuana, which does help, but first of all, my lungs have been acting up lately so it doesn't feel so good on them, and second of all it makes me eat like a pig. :P Though I don't understand why people think marijuana is sooo bad considering the fact that most legal prescription drugs are much worse for you.
Anyhow, I would greatly appreciate some advice!