Just chromebooking it atm under a gazebo with an ocean view and fresh swirling sea breeze. It's a bit overcast and humid wih summer having arrived but cool enough given I got a good sweat up which makes the breeze feel like an outdoor evaporative cooler; kind of thing. Just rang a friend who's still waking up but say's he'll be down here soon enough. Right now though I am enjoying the solitude despite this quick entry. That said I have been writing like so long enough that I find it more meditative than not. Unfortanely the text editor has been playing up for me re this forum of late. No spell check and format goes all weird when not in advanced mode. No drama. Mostly just self reflecting and or self soothing to some degree so still works for me.
Damn I got hungry yesterday after my morning kike and bike ride later on. It's taken a bit of effort to get back into anything that resembles a routine but slowly getting there. Tow still has some healing left to go. Possible another 8 weeks for the scab to subside and new healthy skin take its place. Is a trade off when wearing shoes atm as even though I'm still lightly dressing when putting on shoes and socks I still need to take them off at the half way points like where I am now and air out the gap between where my toe nail used to run back into the root of my toe. From there is still seeps a little when having exerted under pressure with walking and bike riding ... more so when wearing shows which I now do for my walks. I think I'll head dress it back up put my shoes on and head back for a foot bath in Epsom salts then dry it out before my next session on the bike. Like the doctor or surgeon never really told my how to go about this part of the healing but I'll work it out. Is clear to see I am fairly aware about it at any rate. The sooner is fully heals the further and longer I can stay out & about.
Getting about does seem to help with the loneliness I've been feeling of late. Mostly endued with bouts on my PC. Social media can be the worst for that. Liken to being homeless in a city or lonely in a crowed. A LOT of negative people online to be sure. The demise of this forum and the dynamics still present a perfect example of that. Alas, I find such a good canvas in which to work all things considered from my point of view. I'll never fit into this world that way it is. I have no desire to at all, however desire itself something I am working on in other ways. Just not in the way this world operated and or projects. Back to making my own clips I guess.
Well ... I think I'll pack up my gear into my day pack and lay back for a while on this bench. Give my friend a bit more time before I start hiking again.
Here's to keeping active and passing the time as presently as I can.