Post-and-delete is still a post Peter.
This obsession of yours regarding attacking the police isn't new, is it?

10 Feb 2015, 5:00 pm
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Current events:

I had to go to a psychiatrist today, as ordered by the Sheriff Court. Unfortunately for myself, I did not go in the best frame of mind. Shortly after I got there, I started kicking off. Then I told the person about Laura, the Internet crap, the feelings for the workers, the police, and everything. But I also made threats of violence. Mainly, the threats were directed at the police whom I live in fear of encountering. I'd explained that they apprehended me before because I was set up and I told her how they can trace phone signals, which is likely how they found me close to the restroom I booked. So she jotted down notes for to make the court report. During my rant, I made mention of buying an air rifle and a hammer to injure any cops that came for me and I told her how they deceived me in the past by taken me to that hospital then breaking the news they had to arrest me. This is clearly some sort of stalling tactic to hold you without holding you at a station, while they go fetch the facts of why I was out and about running away in the first place. Basically, they know I did not want to be dealing with them again for a reason.

Gee, wasn't my behavior around this person today like the dumbest or what? There comes a time YOU need to start being logical about the matters in front of you rather than just acting on your feelings or beliefs all the time. Harder said than done, I know. The smartest thing to say was; 'I'm sorry. It was wrong what I did. I've learned from it!' and blah, blah, blah. Not what to say is; 'I hate the pigs. I will crush them. And I won't get over the workers!' which makes me seem obsessed. Even my own lawyer has said in court before that he's worried I'll keep contacting the women and he certainly has a GOOD REASON to think that way. So it ain't looking good.