late night insomniatic binge ...and i found this place..no harm in joining up and saying hello...always trying to be the underdog cheerleader for myself.. i just moved back home with my parents..quit my job..(i keep thinking of seinfeld and george..saying to a women in the diner..i live at home and i'm unemployed would you like to go out sometime?).and have been home bound for the past two weeks..almost..i come and go with these hitting bottom moments..and i usually swoop down to rescue myself..it would be nice to know someone(s) who knew what it was like to circle the food store parking lot..and then drive home..who knows what that metalic taste of pure fear tastes like..as you've locked yourself in a bathroom stall at work is like...how its possible to sleep for 24 hours..without drugs..just because its so damn nice to just not be awake sometimes..how no matter what rational explanation you give yourself during pep talks to go out..it doesnt matter ...you still cant leave...
things of that sort...slightly annoyed at hearing..buck up..snap out of it type responses...really annoyed actually...
okay enough rambling...lets keep it short and simple with...
hello.