My Head Space

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This was a good watch on Netflix:

Doco available on YouTube:



But you know how it is -

Excellent info to counter the sheep that don't beleive in climate change. In that it was an excellent watch. Some NEW information that can't be denied. Explains well why the powers that be are blocking much needed changes. Very educational and not hard to follow.

You'll also be pleased to know there are no 'Yes Men or Women' standing in the background to influence your mind set. When you see pollys having to go to that levle, you know your being bullshited to the max. bahahahaha bahahahaha - Climate Change Is Not Real - bahahahaha bahahahaha - Climate Change Is Not Real - bahahahaha bahahahaha

Awwwwwww what's a matter - conflicts with your culture ... or perhaps your diet? Knows no one really gives a a fuck. Is OK ... I'm all for sinking the boat sooner than later!

I'm off to consume some electricity!

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I mean like the one of the first worlds Major Cities is about to run out of water. But because it's in South Africa I am sure no one across the other side of the world really cares. We are all too busy gorging ourselves and after all ... South Africa ... Pfffft ... they brought that shit on themselves hey ... am I right or what? Just another 3rd world county ... who gives a flying fuck? ← Sarcasm here ... I say in case other in here are as retarded as me and take everything literally. : )

It's just like that painting in the opening of above documentary where we are all currently in the second period after wiping out the animals - before hell is unleashed in the closing scene. Not sure being immortal makes it any more pleasurable? If anything I think it just sets up the perpetual cycle of failing worlds. Just thinking of that scifi series you mentioned D. Re all sheepish enticements for pleasurable viewing. In the atypical sense that overshadows quality scripting.

Here's a link to a huge ass (pardon the pun) file size to investigate this paining further

The Garden Of Earthly Delights: (8533 X 4325 - Reduced from 6+MBs to 2+Mbs)



This makes me think of a few takes on such pleasures with some new agers who use astral projection to go full leather (or not) with acting out to their hearts content. Nymphomaniac's and or Chronic Masturbater's Heaven really. Thing is it really matters little what plain your goring yourself ... the residual effects stays with you weather off world or not. The context in above doco is how such is the destroyer of worlds ... I think also as relates to opening scene as well. At any rate I think I will go read more at the following link.

COOL! - A Tantric Painting (A Western version of art that represents the intersection of divine energy with earthy life.) ... I thought the painting was done from Xtian/Christian perspective. - I also still ponder the other side of the coin as to how many spiritualist groups love to fondle as I previously eluded with my mention of immortal desire and astral projection ...

I don't know what I am really looking at here however thought it was a good start and end to the doco on how we are destroying our world. In that context I get it. However ... completely further intrigued I have come across a very detail analysis:

http://www.esotericbosch.com/Garden.htm

As the link would seem to imply ... The in depth slide show with commentary (txt) comes from an esoteric delivery. There is also an interesting blog link that looks into the dynamics of pornography ... but not sure on how to take in all this talk of GOD to which is a wasted, complex and vague meaning word for me. None the less ... worth skimming I thinks.
Continued from Feb. 15.


I don't think that blog will make much sense to many in here ... but posting it anyways as I feel a good find for me. Many of the links help me to understand more the use of symbols in spiritual circles and how others use, abuse, and take their meanings. It's always about reading in between the lines and processing within the means of one's own level of awakening.


Adios ... until next post.

Edit ... I should of included the exterior of painting before it's unfolded:
Click the below pic to get the full Wiki explanation of this painting ... probably much easier to follow than the esoteric version.

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WOW - that blog post made me immediately think of IMS's ('I am suffering' - a previous and hopefully still current insightful user to this forum) quote of "Mental Masturbation" and my own compulsive behavior to share as I do. I'm definitely one sick puppy. I leave this necrotic and stage acting for when I have more energy and see how I preform in the morning. More sarcasm there - but true enough. Much insight to be gained from the sharing all the same. Only gleaning as I must.

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[Dahila]

Heronim Bosh was a visionary painter

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If I may add ... a grand master of visionary painting.

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There's certainly a lot of different conflicting takes on it. It amazes me how critiques so confidently tell us what the artist was thinking so long ago. They must take telekinesis courses. Another form of mental masturbation I guess; not unlike my own. The whole take on frolicking in the second panel being none other than our natural state of being before eating the apple on the tree and is how the Divine, God or whatever you want to call it ... expected us to be ... I find plays well into consumerist ideals of high end consumers and middle to upper class wannabes. (can and is - I would assume a good justification to continue doing what we do) To which plays it's role in the destruction of Earth being the third panel no doubt a reflection of one man's projection of hell. I won't be as pompous to tell you what the artist was thinking. I'm not a God myself ... although I have read differently.

I much prefer the esoteric take on this triplet or whatever fancy term you want to give it. It really is interesting and revealing listening to all the different takes on that painting. I can see how it is we are born with such desires and ways of being - but also ponder how it's embedded as memory. I think I get the part about the innocence (perhaps more ignorance?) with how people freely act on their every whim, but somehow also feel it's as much an illness (encouraged for profit/greed) that destroys the individual as well as everything else around them. ... I guess this painting makes a good story board to contrast our fucked up society with. Regardless what side of the fence or how hard you masturbate - both psychically and or intellectually.
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Righto ... Time to flog myself out to back with some resistance exercises. We got the dates mixed up so not leaving toady ... got a few more days of conditioning to go. I wonder if I can be hard on myself today. I'm kind of inspired to do so but could then reason doing so to be yet another form of pleasuring myself. Is it so wrong to bask in pleasure ... if it's not harming myself or another? Hmmmm enters the eastern mindset as I understand it. Best I can figure is that the longer and more fostering it takes Vs instant gratification the more genuine the intent and less destructive it is. Yea ... that plays out well enough for my intention with less pain although I must not kid myself with respect to dissing on the mental aspect (more so spiritual) as sickness/regression quickly creeps back in when failing to address my run away train. Tick tick tick tick tick tick and tick tick. Right now is better out than it. After all the heading is 'My Head Space' ... all being it yet more masturbation and stage performance. Hmmmm need I see it as that. I remember well IMS calling it like so Yet ... he is only human himself so I need not cling to such criticisms or see them as such when they really are not. I'll say this much ... I don't need the thoughts of others to feel conflicted with self. In fact I think allowing myself to do for myself is enough. It kind of disables the negative intent of others when they feel the need to hate and prod ... although I reason when I get that way myself I then see how it is ... that it is I - that attracts/brings it on myself.

It really sucks that I am unable to find a place where I can spiel like so other than here. I know I am such a drag to those who do not understand me. Srry ... is what it is. Yet here is as good a place as anywhere else for in the end I get the feeling I am to completely let go ... or as it feels right now ... supposed to shut the fuck up? The latter though does not feel right and if anything makes me wonder how I have come to fathom like so. This internal resistance to what is. (Can be/ IS tiring when I am not allowing to be what is) Regardless of how I perceive; what I see will always be what is for me. When so many others do not see the same way ... the world becomes a very lonely place. Hence why I have no where else to connect. For now this space will have to continue being the wall to which I keep butting; about 5 years now running/trotting and or tripping. I should not complain really. The freedom to rant whatever is really a blessing when compared to the restrictions of other forums. May as well use such freedoms by expressing however one feels ... to frolic or not to frolic is the question. arrrrr lol @ that. We know the dangers yet keep toying with suffering then crying out ... waaaaaa waaaaa it's all mummy and daddy's fault. Can I have some more please ... sob sob.

OK ... time to go masturbate offline. (Regardless of broken skin? - I'm a visionary too!!! )

Be Kind To Self! Although what is kind? Cruel to be kind? Another word for cruel perhaps - hmmm Real ... yea that sounds good for now. Be Real! Keep it real ... BUT ... smiles ... try not to but so hard and ease up on those damn exclamation marks!!!

How about ... "Have a good one."

Although I must admit ... I would often turn to my wife upon hearing this whilst checking out the drive through. "Have a good what!?"

[Dahila]

If I may add ... a grand master of visionary painting.

absolutely, I was kind of obsessed with him., Five years of History of Art in school is not forgotten
I just finished to watch Blade runner and I am so frigging impressed the move is well done, with a special kind of very depressive mood but leaves some hope for future. Well done, excellent move , what does not happen very often in Holywood
I think Heronim Bosh was a mystic , and maybe had some visions, Otherwise he would not create that art, Dante and him are one of two that had accompany me for years. I am very happy that you posted it, There is another platform we can meet. The art

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Sure ... I will try to make time later on. I understand if we have trouble re times. Very glad you enjoyed the new blade runner. Yes - there is hope for AI and humans yet - LOL. Quality products like that movie are in short supply these days. I thought you might like the paining as well. Thanks for your patients re my pessimism and or cynical trends. You would make a good facilitator at the groups I attend.

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I was pleasantly surprised with the following watch on Netflix:



Watching the trailer after seeing the movie made it even better. Mostly because most of the action is pretty much all in the trailer. If it was an action movie I would be disappointed, however because It was a scifi ... I was quite happy with the main character in dialogue with the AI for most of the movie. I really liked that about MOON. I have a thing for AI. Perhaps its the way HALL calls out my name in Space Odyssey. "Yes Dave ..." "Yes Dave..."
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Re you computer D. My suggestion for an alternative is to uninstall some of your programs and then reinstall them to your E: directory to free up space on your C: Drive.

My Peter Powell SKYSTUNTER MKIII arrived from England the other day. Here is a pic I have sent to Peter Powell Sales. Just wanted to check something out. I always have to know how everything works and was curious as to the slack bridle lines connecting the wings tips. I figure high wind conditions are needed in order to push the wing tips back before the kite can be correctly steered. I am not quite sure and only speculating. I think it was best to check straight away with sales in case I needed to adjust the bridle before flying. Yadda Yadda ... I don't think I could of been any clearer, however do struggle with communicating such things.

Here's hoping they just say ... 'Yes is perfectly normal. The wind will push the wing tips back where tension will then take place."



I got a 76ft tail to put on the bottom of kite but worried I am not skillful enough to make it do much other than get it tangled. I should of probably asked if the tail is necessary whilst learning. I think I shoot off another email.

Take Care D ... Hope this finds you well.

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HIGHLY SENSITIVE PEOPLE ... Before I hit the sack ... one last find. I'm not sure about it as like another I find the music and presenter overly dramatic. I guess I must be overly sensitive. lol

I ponder with all the over dramatization with such movies if we are just creating more labels for the wellbeing practitioners and new courses rar rar rar ... Way too much gloss and the types of people being used to sell this worries me somewhat ... stereotypical middle to upper class individuals and all. None the less ... it might be going in a good direction all the same. I wonder if this is open to the spiritual connection / conscious awareness type of thing. I originally found it at the Gaia webstie. Have been thinking of subscribing but don't like the sqeeky clean markerting used and again ... the same kind of tainting I find it to be being overdone in the selling of this movie. BUT - worth gleaning none the less

HSP ... Highly Sensitive People (nothing new to many of us ... just another spin and regardless of agendas / making bucks ... there might actually be something in this for a few of us!)




OK now time for bed ...
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