Yeah... It's kinda sucked. I've been going to work and just coming back home. I've started spending Sunday afternoons in a coffee shop reading though just to get used to being people. I struggle being in large, crowded and busy places. I will be graduating in July and I am really scared.

I've had to come clean with my friends explaining my absence. (Coming clean sounds like I had done something really bad...but I have been so ashamed of my behaviour the past few months)

It worries me a little too how I depend on alcohol too...as long as it isn't excessive I guess.

Whay kind if dancing do you do?