Hi,

I am not a guru or something to give you the best advice. However I feel you need to refocus your attention to something else. Do you have a hobby or a goal you could pursue? While shifting your attention and taking your time a hobby can also make your feel better about yourself, prouder One thing is not good (and know it is hard to change it) constantly being eager of what others say about you, this is when sometimes the mind starts to assume they are talking about you even when they are not at all. (been there... still recovering). Beleive me, no perfect human exists, accept yourself, love yourself and imporve as you see fit with baby steps Yes, there s criticism in the world, there will be time wen you have to face them, but it is up to you to differentiate, take in the constructve, valuable ones and build yourself from them while just shrug off the mean ones. In this worlds there is also love, beauty and all nice things waiting for you too!