Ponder, that was a great response, thank you. I agree with a lot of your points. I will not to victimize myself for having these thoughts initially. I am way too hard on myself in
general and need to be more loose and self deprecating.
Being more confident in myself is a huge part of it and not expecting the worst
of people. I always have it in my mind that every situation is negative, and I never give people
the benefit of the doubt, I always think the worst of them. It's time to give them the benefit of the doubt, and learn that
I can't please everyone and that is perfectly okay.
Thanks for the responses everyone else.

The Intolerable Kid....I have to disagree with you. Probably 95% of the people in public aren't even aware you are there or have 0 interest in what you are doing. Most people are too focused on whatever task they are involved with to notice you. Some may judge you but not always in a negative light. If you are an asshole though, then you probably deserve to be judged. It's fine if you don't want to live by someone else's standards, as long as YOUR standards have some moral merit to them.