I am in fucking tears! This is soo similar to me. Ive been living like a hypochondriac for years! It's gotten to the point where I cant live a life anymore. Its like what the fuck am I even living if I cant even enjoy my fucking life. I get chest pains all the time. For 5 years! and even right now! I just can't cope with this shit and the stress. Im sure I have heart problems or an undiagnosed heart condition because I just cant make sense of this unexplainable pain. I really dont think its anxiety but I honestly dont know anymore. I cant enjoy my life with shit. Sometimes I gotta cry to cope with the stress I face because its hard to live like this. And yes, your post helped me. A LOT!! It makes me feel a shitload better to know that someone is suffering the same shit as me and that you're fed up with living like this just as I am. I'd rather have a fucking disease than have doctors tell me they can't find anything wrong with me. I'm also checking my pulse every hour due to all the heart paplipations and weird pain I get. I'm soo young and when I think about how much I still have to live makes me realize that I dont even know if I can make it through life the way I'm living now. I'm already fed up with this shitty life and im 18. like WTF?!?! But YES!! THANKS A GAZILLION FOR YOUR POST!! MADE MY DAY!!