Its realy sound very charming , job with a satisfaction !
now I can see brighter the "picture" you are definitly can feel like a men with huge impact!
I recommend take the uniqe ability ( yes that's true who work with you more workers for the same purpose and you do not work there alone , but not each worker is looking on the work in the same glance like you ! and you should be proud of yourself ) and do with her help the change who you so want
let's don't forget who you are a sensitive person ( also I) and you are just looking on the things little diffrente and that's alright!
congratulations on the pregnant !!