Derealization just blows and tnat would make sense if that was why you are feeling the way you do.

From my perspective, shopping isn't fun. Weddings can be beautiful yet they are painfully boring. The reception can be fun if you end up making out with the maid of honor, I suppose .

I would be curious, and maybe you already know the answer, if you did things like go cart racing or water skiing or a kick ass concert, do you belive you would feel the same way after getting home? Those are truly fun things.