Hi. Lots of people have some lesbian feelings and some straight feelings, at various times. Don't punish yourself for your feelings or agonize over whether you are straight or gay or bisexual. It does not really matter that much these days, and you will figure it out over time. Everything you are feeling is totally normal, especially at your age. It is a part of developing your sexual identity. I promise you will figure it out over time, and whatever preferences you turn out to be have you can be happy and at peace and successful. Just don't castigate yourself for your feelings. That can make you unhappy. And why be unhappy? It's all good....