And here I go again...............

[Im-Suffering]

The 'beast' chased Nixon for years. It is chasing everyone on this message board, at once ! That's right, you, reading this ! The 'beast' is insidious, tricky, cunning, sly, and silent in his approach. A formidable foe.

Read this whole post (below the quote), slowly, and with caution, and many times, for it will teach you how to approach and defeat this vile evil, that steals life.

It maneuvers with the swiftness of the wind, like a thief stripping its victims of the mirror of self reflection. The enemy knows without this reflective mirror, the human is open and weak to its advances, it cannot heal without it.

stop fearing them for the lack of real danger that they are.

After a time, I just started getting annoyed with them as an inconvenience.

Just irritating me when they came.

But since I changed my emotions from fear to irritated, they started to stop.

Once you take the fear factor out of it, Panic can not occur.

now I just completely dismiss it as not scary and it just stops in its tracks.

We have to feed the anxiety in order for us to affect us.

Very soon I will reveal what the 'beast' feeds upon, and if you could remove that food source, well...we can only hope..things turn out for the best. I will have to use code at some points, so you will need to read between the lines, because I too am being chased.

Don't run, period. Turn and face, this is what Nixon did, and it is the only way. People at the end of their rope intuitively fall into this knowing. Seemingly by accident, or from the few words of another.

By turning and facing, courageously, the problems underlying the outer condition, ie. the real issues become apparent. They give themselves up as if they have been apprehended after years of running.

If you never faced, and the 'attacks' go away as the OP suggests for a few years, it is simply you have outrun them, temporarily.

Now,

The vitamins - running, the doctors and pills - running, the perceived remission - running, the music - running, breathing - running, relaxation games- running, the happy times, the calm times - running. Relationships, busy with other things - running, children, spouse (as a security blanket) - running.

Running, running, running, the little boy/girl inside is afraid to go (fill in the childhood blanks- home, school, doctors, strangers homes, perhaps punishment, disappointment, criticism..etc) and so she sits in the bushes hiding, shaking, terrified of what can and usually does - happen.

Turning inside and facing the terror that is ever present, the evil chasing you, turning with a sword and shield ready to fight if necessary (beliefs, feelings, emotions), turning and looking the pain in the eye, the hurt, the errors in judgments, the guilt, shame, blame, turning to stare them down - not running.

Turning to live your life at any cost, even your own peril in the face of the beast, is your (all of you reading this) answer. And like the OP, if because of your new shiny sneakers you are able to keep your distance from the beast, say a years advance, you better be looking behind you the whole time. Let not a years silence fool you, the menace is still 'out there'. If you stare it down, when it catches up, the duration of run ins with it decreases because it loses its energy to scare you. Eventually, it will be a figment of your imagination, maybe trying once every 10 years, when it could muster enough courage for another attempt. Remember, its food is fear, and so it must eat to survive. It relies on your past mistakes, errors in judgment, guilt over wrong choices, false beliefs about who you are, childhood conditioning, your distorted view of the world and your place in it, despondency, self doubt, hatred - these things make up what you call fear inside, and so this the beast uses, attacking the weak and vulnerable spots left in the psyche as a result of this life conditioning.

Now, have a good day, and hopefully a good pair of sneakers.