I suffer anxiety and agoraphobia.
Normally I am ok with drinking alcohol, beer wine etc. I drink in the evening when I'm most relaxed and I'm fine. When I was on holiday a small beer gave me some confidence before going out to shops etc.
However today I had a small glass of sherry and a small glass of wine at lunch time. I was nervous to start with. After the wine I felt unreal and depersonalised. I went up to my room and felt as if I would faint and totally depersonalised and spaced out.
I was ok after a short while, but I do not understand because alcohol normally relaxes me, also I only had a small amount, 1 small wine and 1 sherry, and in any case alcohol is a depressant rather than a stimulant in that it slows heart rate etc.
Could it be because psychologically I'm not used to drinking so early in the day 12pm?
Does anyone else suffer attacks after drinking alcohol?