Welcome to the forum! Try to have more faith and trust in people, because good human interaction can sometimes be the best cure. There are some trustworthy people out there, you just need to find them and this is the hardest part I know. What is your relationship with your family? Maybe you can discuss more with one member of your family that you trust the most. Also this forum is full with people willing to help others and you are in the right place.

Take care!