Quote Originally Posted by TB1 View Post
Hi there. I've had similar issues with you, and I know how not fun they are. My strongest recommendation for you is to schedule an appointment with your doctor and tell him everything you just wrote in this thread. It'll do you some good to be able to get this off your chest, and it'll be at least a little bit comforting knowing that you confided with someone who can give you what you need to feel better, or at least send you in the right direction.

I know that may not be exactly what you wanted to hear, but just keep in this mind: by telling us about how you feel, you have already gotten started on the path to feeling better. It won't be over in a couple nights, and there will be times where you feel just as lousy as you do right now, but as long as you have the willingness to keep moving forward, you will find a way to be happy again. I promise you that.
Thanks for your post, I probably need a new doctor, as i have a poor relationship with him, but haven't really done anything about it, since i dont see him much anyways. Only recently have i seen him and that was august, when he prescribed me strattera(which i didnt like) for a month and havent been back since. That was all from that adhd non diagnosis that made me 10x worse everyday since because i still technically don't know whats wrong with me. I just know how horrible it is everyday, days off are spent worrying about days on, and days on are spent worrying about everything i have to do and what im probably not going to do on my off days since i sit at home all the time usually. Point is, I don't feel i can talk to my doctor about this, ive relied on willpower which is fading more and more each day. I don't want to work i just want to relax and do new things and find something that will make me happy. Being a grade 12 drop out is a hamper on my life as im almost 21 at which point i wont be able to go back to regular high school to complete it. I need to complete it to do anything but this horrible cooking job but you know, no willpower or motivation is happenin, Its a bad cycle right now, im running as fast as i can through this thick, deep wet mud puddle.