I would also like to know if anyone out there has had thoughts/feelings similar to mine. When I've talked to both my therapist and doctor about the thoughts, and asked whether either of them had had anyone express thoughts like mine before, they both sort of gave me the same answer - that no, they hadn't particularly heard of anyone having the same nagging thoughts as me, but they have had patients who have had nagging thoughts that won't go away. But not like mine. I guess I just feel alone in a way because I can't really find anything online about these thoughts I'm having. It obviously makes me feel crazy because if nobody else has thoughts like these, then something is definitely wrong with me.