Thanks for the replies, guys. Everyone tells me I'll be myself again and that this will pass, but I guess it's just because of how hopeless I feel that I don't know if I will get better. Not that I'm going to give up on trying, because I'll do whatever I have to do to feel like myself again, but I just don't see how these thoughts can go away now that they're here. But thank you for the advice. I'll try to keep my head up
