Thank, both of ya'll, the information on the medication is helpful, but knowing that Im not the only one going through this is priceless. Benzos would work for me-and they have-but they arebno long term option. I have an addictive personality-in regards to both "Mental dependence liability" and "Excess." Once i realized that that class of medicine was effective, my expectations and standards shoot through the roof. Knowing how easy life was on Xanex, I became repulsed by the ideas of acceptance and self-reliance. I completely forgot all my original coping mechanisms, coping mechanism that took years to develop and a few more to remember. Regardless, as long as beta-blacker wont rob of my will to live, it sounds like a viable option
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thanks