Hi guys, me again. After my panic attacks, I became hypochondriac. I always thought that my slightly blurry vision and my loss of emotion is due to health issues. After multiple visits to numerous doctors (ENT, ER, 2 GPs and a blood test), it appears that I am completely healthy..at least physically. Mentally, I am doing better since my first panic attack but I still have a long way to go.
I think I am suffering from Derealizaiton/ Depersonalization. I have a slightly blurry vision since my panic attack (not blurry enough to be something worth of concern), I get very light headaches, I am sensitive to light and the worst part: I always feel like life is a dream. There was a time that I was completely emotionless and I felt life had no meaning. However, it's improving. I do feel joy/sadness for very short periods of time but I just can't get out of this feeling where I feel that life is a dream. Any suggestions?