Devastated to have relapse

[NixonRulz]

NixonRulz, I always enjoy reading what you post and your advice, because it makes sense and helps more than you realize. It's good to have someone here who can put things into words the way you do. It makes people see things in a (good) different light. Just wanted to say thanks. D.

Thank you, Dorrie

With the way a few things have played out this week, that just gave me the boost I needed

Hearing that helped more than you realize

[taffy]

Hi everyone and thank you so, so much for your kind words and support. It really does make a difference knowing that I'm not the only person out there who has been here before.

I had a bad, bad day yesterday and didn't sleep at all last night, so I'm exhausted and emotional today but this morning I managed to force myself to get dressed and came to work. I had a great chat with my boss who offered me a myriad of ways in which she could and would support me until I get back to my feet.

Anyway, again, thank you.

Taffy

[mom23]

Relapse for me too. Mornings are the worst. I wake up with anxiety and feel like crap. I have been trying to get over it since January. So I'm right with u. Devastated also

[Dorriekeepson23]

Hey Dorrie, my new friend. Thanks for the words of concern, I really appreciate them. Read your reply to taffy, I really love the analogy so here I go, served my time in the penalty box and I'm going back to the game!!!!

Plus....can't let Eman have all the fun in the van! He's busy rounding up more people to help with the interventions! Can't let him have all the fun!

Cheers!

A bit late on the reply. But I'm sooo proud of you and your attitude on this. Love it. I'm really nervous about...today. Geese, its almost 3:00 a.m. I couldn't sleep. Love ya woman. D

[Dorriekeepson23]

Thank you, Dorrie

With the way a few things have played out this week, that just gave me the boost I needed

Hearing that helped more than you realize

Nixon, OMG, I just read this. Rough week for me too. I have to admit, even though I swear on my life, I never ever fake my words, they are true and how I feel, that made me feel kind of special to hear you say that. Sometimes we don't know the power of another persons "True words". I don't have time to scam this site. Read up on everyone. One, I don't have time, and two, no desire whatsoever. lol. But occasionally I notice certain people's comments, be it funny or serious. I have tremendous respect for you because you know how to do both, which is the way I am, or try to be. I'm going to the new dr. today. My anxiety is creeping up Nixon. I am by far no smart butt b--ch. But I take care of my own when need be. but put me in front of a doctor and I lock up. Every suggestion people tell me goes out the window. I just freeze. I think I'm scared because of a past couple of bad experiences. Where they litiriley changed all of my meds around, stopped some, quit some, and it messed my head and body up bad. But I can't do that and go in there thinking like that. Ok, keep your thumbs up all day long for me. K? Ha Ha Ha. Just playing. Sorry about your week. I hope it got better. Always here...remember, I always tell everyone, I can BE a friend too. Later. D.

[Dorriekeepson23]

Relapse for me too. Mornings are the worst. I wake up with anxiety and feel like crap. I have been trying to get over it since January. So I'm right with u. Devastated also

Hey mom23. Dorrie here. I just wanted to introduce myself to you, and let you know I sympathize and completely understand. A few people that responded had some real good advice though. Read Nixon's. Great. I'm here, if you need a friend. Take care hon. Dorrie

[moomy77]

Hi there new here too and am experiencing the same thing as soon as I open my eyes the anxiety starts ways here if you need a chat x