Welcome to the forum Andrea and Happy Birthday!!!
You must know that she is worried about you.
When I was your age I was bored to tears with my classmates, too. I took a few years for me to find my refuge in judging and breeding boxers. I found my passion, so I found friends, then I never was alone)) I was busy keeping in touch with all breeders and judges, traveling to dog shows ....; Happy , happy...

Sometimes it takes time and a bit of growing up to find what gives you happiness. I am pretty sure you did not find your best friend yet, but it will happen. It is a pleasure to read your post
BTW English is my second language too))