I think I sort of know what you mean... my boyfriend is living overseas so we have to keep in contact on skype. When we're talking face to face I'm ok but when he hangs up and a few hours pass I can't remember the relationship/emotions even though I know I'm in love with him. It's so strange, I'll picture him in my head and it's like I don't even know him?? The way I usually deal with the hesitation is by treating it in my mind as a friendship. I don't try and force the relationship side, I just let it naturally (which it usually does thank goodness). I don't know if that would help your situation, mines a bit different being long distance... but like I said, I do sort of get where you're coming from