Hey guys, really good to see that some of you enjoy this time of year too! Sorry to those who are in a warmer climate! (and colder) I had a nap as I'm definitely coming down with a cold or something but since waking back up I've been feeling 'OK' on edge but not in full swing!

I probably wont sleep tonight for a long while but hey I might of swung it in my favor - Some of you know I worry when my partner leaves the house for more than a few hours, some of you also know he's going away for the NIGHT! tomorrow! eekk...anyways, if I don't sleep so well tonight, chances are I'l sleep easy tomorrow and not keep myself awake worrying (Hopefully)

and yeah I know it really is the worse, you think "ok, all I need to do is keep this feeling..at least for a day then it might carry on" never like that, as you say Nevertoo...fear it definitely is like "Oh no you don't!" Luckily I had a really good morning, then the few hours of afternoon before I had a nap weren't really bad but as I say my legs were really shaky and I felt drained, but since waking up the on edge feeling eventually eased off...I've been playing games on my phone and I've also learnt myself how to crochet (Kind of, I was supposed to make a square but ended up making a triangle...its still a shape right!?)

I'm looking forward to another early morning, cool breeze, going to sit in bed and crochet and think about Christmas and the tree's turning...I know that sounds crazy but its not as half as crazy as my anxiety makes me think and feel sometimes! haha

Hope everyone's doing well!