Also on Friday it was one the first time he left without giving me a kiss bye as he rushed to catch the bus and I was busy sorting something and that played on my mind rotten, whenever he leaves I need and have to make sure I said I love him and be careful, its almost like if I dont il regret it for the rest of my life if something happened it would be on me, I didnt say those things to him what if he doesnt know! (he definitely does its just again, and I know my anxiety.