You dont sound depressed to me. At least not clinically depressed since you are still gaining interest in hobbies which is really good. There will always be a couple days when you feel like crap but they go away the next day once you start over. In fact I went through this sort of thing not to long ago. I would want to do something that interest me and then immediately I would get scared or judge what I want to do and look at it as a bad thing. This is all anxiety. Anxiety makes you question EVERYTHING. They key is to just DO THOSE THINGS and NOT THINK AB0UT IT or question it. It goes away in time.