My anxiety attacks started getting severely bad about half a year ago. I am constantly worried about something that might not even happen, but i constantly believe that it is. My mum told us she might have lung cancer a month ago, as soon as she told me i had an anxiety attack because straight away i thought ''my mum has cancer she is going to die' its just how i saw it.
My anxiety has got really bad to the point my friends have given up on me, they can't deal with me 'attacks' my first love who i had been with nearly two years ended me being he couldn't cope with it. When people leave my life it only makes it worse. I panic to meet someone new cause i automatically think 'they'll leave in the future' i just want these to stop. And trying to tell someone how i feel is horrible!
I sweat to the point it drips like teardrops, because i get so anxious, scared and worried. Im always filled with worry, always. I want it to stop so i can just be the happy bubbly girl again. I hate feeling like i cant breathe like I am literally suffercating and i either breathe it out slowly or run away.. you know it will pass but when your in that moment it feels as if your having a heartattack.
Does anyone else suffer this and have any advice on how to deal with it?



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