see i thought i was going mad ive been hospitalized because my panicking has terrified other people into calling out the paramedics even though i know its anxiety once im in that state of mind no amount of reasoning can convince me im not dying! especially once the "phantom" symptoms kick in quick pulse, chest pain, left arm ache, dry mouth. i just wish it would stop its embarrassing and when it in front of other people its mortifying once its passed.