Hello everyone for the past two months I am scared to death. Actually all started in August when I started bleeding and I completely went nuts. I went to the doctor and after Digital Rectal exam, anoscopy ( they inserted a big metal tube in my rectum) I was diagnosed with a fissure. All went ok and I was doing big Stoll and suddenly I got a diarrhea and started o freak out ( I was earning a lot of weight till this point) and eating very well besides the pressure in the left side that suddenly disappeared after the CT Scan .

Then I started to have one day soft stools and then small hard stools, then spasms, then I will have a smelly stool, after changed to first normal Stool followed by normal stool. Now I go every day to the bathroom, I am straining they are small and hard and I still have spasms.

Went to the doctor made CBC, CEA Tumor Marker, Occult blood in stool, Ultrasound, CT Scan ( All normal). Went to ER cause of pain from gas that I was thinking I will explode and I was having a bowel obstruction, they told me IBS. I freak out every day with any small pain and I even tried to kill myself.

My mind does not stop, I Google every symptom I can not relax. I am 37 years old.

Thanks

Suzy