Hello all...This is my first forum ever. I hope that I can help ease my acceptance of anxiety by meeting other people who suffer from it. I am 30 and female. I had a brief encounter with depression aka Baby Blues after my son was born in 2008. Besides that my life has been wonderful. That was until 12/16/2010 when I went to the ER because I could not breath and my heart was pounding-----DX: Panic Attack!! I had no insurance until Jan 2011 and I went to a new Dr. on the 3rd since then my life has been turned upside down!!! I need people who I can talk to and understand me and what I'm going through. I am praying that I found the right place!! My first question why are anti-depressants to hard handle???? Or is it just me??