Remember that time someone tried to do the decent thing and kill it with fire?

When these women asked not to work with me, their bosses kept being overly nice by asking how I was doing (which they never did in that manner) and saying they were just busy with a grin on their faces. After I figured out I was deceived, I threw tantrums. But they constantly used that as the "reason" they were removed, when this is complete lies. However, I did get to apologize to them in a room in front of the assistant manager once, but it ate away at my sanity that I lost people I really liked, and it just got to me so badly. My support shifts with other workers were no longer pleasant, so I quit my support entirely. So after a miserable 5 months, I got incredibly angry and sent them nasty emails, both before and after the cops smashed my bedroom door in to intimidate me, managers made a fool of me, and you name it. I was very racist in one of the emails. Yet after I was remanded in jail the first time in the summer of 2014, which was like a major punishment in itself, I had sent even more messages, but these were just apology type ones, which was still looked upon as a breach of bail. Then I was arrested again, and was put back in prison, and a guy in my cell assaulted me when I wanted the TV turned off. They fully committed me for trial in May of 2015 too, and sent me to a jail in Glasgow, probably 50 miles from home, saying I was a sex offender - which my lawyer later called just a "mistake." In October of 2015, I was severely beat up in a cell at the court, after telling a crazy guy I was in a protection wing. These cons usually think that's a wing for "beasts" or something. Then they opposed my bail and a guy in my cell tried to set me on fire.