Hello everyone, hope you're all doing alright.

I also struggle to fit in at other forums, I post but feel little or no connection with the crowd in my heart. I come across as numbed, sadly I feel numb most of the time in real life as well. I help others on other forums and put my own needs on the back burner. it takes a long time for me to completely open up. I opened up more here more I think. I would be a shame if this place closes. I see people logged in at the bottom here ( and many lurkers) all the time but very few people post anymore it seems. I'll also keep my fingers crossed.